Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Broken by Lifehouse

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Only 2 more left!

Only two finals to go until I'm free for like 30 days! YES! But that bad thing is I have ZERO motivation to want to study for them... I mean seiously, who really cares about American Political Parties, or Political Theory! I say both of my professors are "bah humbug" for not making the finals multiple choice! I'm getting so tired of essay finals. I had the day of yesterday to study and make all my flash cards.. I did really good in the morning, can't say I did very well in the afternoon! I did clean out my fridge though... by practically eating the entire contents! *sigh* now I remember why I don't like to stay home all day, I totally get the munchies!

At any rate, I'm trying to get my flash cards for my second final finished so I can study for my 8am final. I have to study for my 2nd final after I finish my first one (this sounds like a pretty bad plan doesn't it!!). But on an upbeat note, my company's Christmas party is on Saturday, and I get to go to the Cowboy game Sunday night! So I will have an AWESOME weekend... that is if I survive tomorrow!

PEACE OUT CUB-SCOUT! (sorry I'm tired!).

Friday, December 5, 2008

I decorated my cubicle!!!!

Yeppers! Two of my favorite ladies from work helped me! It was sooo much fun! For some reason I have TONS of holiday cheer in me! Anyway, I'm posting pictures that I took with my phone, I'll try and remember to bring my camera up here on Monday and post some real ones! YAY for Christmas!



Thursday, December 4, 2008

Exhaustion is setting in

I'm beyond the point of just tired... and I think I'm getting past the point of exhaustion as well (whatever point that may be!). I've recently discovered that stressing about finals while playing mind tricks on yourself is not a good idea. I woke up this morning around 3am, and I swear in the doorway of my bedroom there was a man standing there. I proceeded to fly out of bed screaming and hid in my closet for awhile. Needless to say, I did not sleep well last night, and I think I did rather poorly on my Cases in Civil Liberties final this morning. Sigh, oh well... only 3 more finals to go.